Other than the obvious detail of having children, two other big changes have occurred in my life in the past 10 years or so. One is my need to be clean and fairly organized (who would have guessed!) and the other is my love and need to be active and outdoors. For a former slob and couch potato these have been pretty major changes. One of the main things I love about the cottage is the ability to take in the nature around me. I always feel so happy and alive when I am running or biking through the trails and back roads. If you can excuse the dramatic word it feels a bit like a sanctuary to me where I connect with myself and feel rejuvenated and at peace. Also, its a wonderful chance just to be all alone to think and get a break from the demands of motherhood for a short while...I went for a run this past weekend in the beautiful sunshine and fresh air. I was thinking about every thing that is going on in my life and I had one of my many moments of just feeling pure gratitude. I was thinking about how happy I was at this moment and that I needed to somehow capture the moment so that it would not escape me. Perhaps than, if ever I am going through a tough time I could look back and remember, "oh, remember that time in the woods where you were just feeling completely happy..." Those moments are so precious.
So yes, we went to the cottage last weekend. When we arrived on Saturday morning there was still a thin layer of ice on about half the lake. Over the next hours we watched and listened to the ice being pushed up on our shore and quickly melting. By Sunday morning all was clear and the boys and I took a canoe ride for the first time this year. We also were able to eat lunch on the balconey in the sun. The boys played outside all day long and Gabriel had fun playing in his new tunnel that I bought him at the Bazaar the other day...
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